Daddy Bear I love you so much. My heart is breaking into a million little pieces with out you here. It's raining outside right now your favorite. I know your watching down from heaven and waitng for the storm to start just like from my window. It's so hard for me. I came home today and i was waiting for you to be sitting at the table playing cards. It's so unreal to me I just don't want to believe it. The only thing getting me through this is that i am surrounded by all your things and that makes me smile. I brought you home a new candle. I'll light it for you. Remember you said that all we have to do is light a candle and you will come .Well I really need you right now so i'll just wait for you at the kitchen table. Visit as often as you like. I left everything set up the way you like it. I didn't touch anything. Papi i know your probably saying do those dishes you two dummies. You know that job will never be filled. I woke up this morning at like 3am to give you your medicine. I wish i could . Just want to tell you it was a pleasure taking care of you. I cherished all the time I spent with you. I found your little tape recorder and I played it. It was just what i needed thanks daddy. It was our last day together. We played scat for a little while. we had fun. I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much.You we're the best father so caring with the biggest heart. You would do anything for your children. And we knew it. You ARE MY Hero. You always helped out eveyone.You cared so much. There will be a void forever because you are not here. But I know you always be there for me. Daddy Thanks for all the wonderful memories I will cherish them forever. I remember when you brought me home a crab and it ate the other one .It was funny but it wasn't. Thanks for taking care of the house and teaching me how to cook and just about how to fix eveything. You are the smartest person i ever met. You knew how to fix everything. Your stories and jokes will live on forever. " I'd take you out to dinner but theres one thing the city mission is closed" Thats a favorite. Don't argue over food haha Well pops i wouldn't be me with out you. The world should of heard you singing on american idol because you would of won. You we're a wonderful singer. I wish i could sing like you. WEll i will miss you forver and until we meet again Good night little papa I LOVE YOU KISS ON THE CHEEK ('DAD SAYS SHERRY GO TO BED YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU') LOVE YOUR FIRST Born SHERRY